11 September, 2005

how are you?

'sideways down' - the frames

this is the hardest question for me to answer right now.
do i give the feel good answer, or do i say the truth?

the truth, i am NOT ok. i feel horrible.
i feel like there's nothing to look forward to & nothing has any meaning anymore.

it's like i am going through the motions of an empty life & i can't tell people that.

i honestly feel completely hopeless.

but when someone asks me, 'how are you?', i can't tell them that.

so i am telling you now. i am not ok.
i am a lost girl in a big scary world & i really don't know what to do.

i have lost my anchor.


j-ster said...

You can tell as much or as little as you need to. You can choose what to express and when. The people you have around you are mostly ones who will understand and totally respect it if you say something like: "Im having a really down day today, it was really hard to come here and now im here i need a couple of hugs and then to just not talk about it for the rest of the day, ok?"

You did that for me a couple of times...

mamushi said...

It takes time, but they say "Time is the best medicine."

Anyway, join the bar and play the spoons to divert yourself!

Oct.14th is the next Mooney's LIVE!

MissSin said...

thank you!

will be bringing my spoons along tonight....